Hi! Welcome to my blog! I've had this blog for a couple months now, and I just realized I never really introduced myself. I'm Natalie. I'm almost 15. I'm deathly afraid of cats. Even kittens. They scare me soo much, which is pretty embarrassing... I'm also afraid of time, and never have enough of it. We spend so much time worrying about pointless things, which is truly the biggest waste of time. So instead I worrying about worrying too much; which only leads to confusion, and doesn't help anything. I believe in God, and heaven, and angels because there are many instances in my life where I can't not believe these things. My faith makes me who I am. I've been going to church nearly every Sunday since I was born. And now that I'm older I've realized I don't hate church. Not at all. Actually, I like it. I think its amazing that our ancestors lived they way they did. No running water, no technology; just each other. I also believe in karma. I don't let mean comments and mean people stand in my way, and I believe that what goes around comes around so hopefully these people that cause bad days for others keep that in mind. Though I would never wish anything bad on somebody. I believe in love. Nope, I've never had a boyfriend; but I think when I'm ready a guy will come. I think true love is eternal. I believe in love at first sight. I believe in fate. I believe that despite these crazy things around us, people are genuinely good. I think that one day everybody will respect one another. I really want to be a musician when I'm older. I love music for so many reasons. I write my own songs about my own, or my friends experiences (mainly about boys.) If I can't be a musician I want to be a doctor. Either an oncologist or a neurophysiologist. I volunteer at a hospital once a week, and it has been such an amazing expierence. A lot of people need help in this world, and I think it's vital that they get it. I'm super naive. I believe people easily. I mean why wouldn't I unless I was given a solid reason not to? I don't like the word hate. Life's too short to "hate" people, and I think hate is a very strong word. I don't like alcohol. I've never had any before, but I dislike it anyway. I hate what it does to people. What people do to themselves with it technically. My cousin died of drunk driving, and I loved him so much, but his death could have easily been avoided. I used to look up to him when I was little, and don't get me wrong I still do, but I don't like his final decision that he made. The one thing I really don't like is smoking. My mom's parents were both heavy smokers for the longest time and my grandma got lung cancer and died two years after she quit smoking. My grandpa still smokes. A lot. I haven't seen or heard from him in over a year. No lie. My dad's dad died of cardiac arrest five years ago. He was so much like my dad. My dad and him were best friends and after my grampy died I noticed the effect it had on my dad. My dad is my best friend. I tell him everything, and he is easily the funniest person I've ever met. Yeah, sure he's embarrassing, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Well this is rather long and I have to go start my homework, so thanks for reading all this if you did! I will post more things soon so follow me to keep yourself posted!
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